Look at you dude.
You have no
reason to be so cruel & rude.
How much you've really scarred me, you don't even know.

You should
have not done all those things.
If i could
turn back time,

I wouldn't cuz even though you put me through so much shit,
I forgive you.
I took all your cruel words & ever hit
without fighting back or saying a word.

You abused me in so many ways:
sexually, verbally, physically, and emotionally.
I've finally come to realize that none of that was okay.
I don't understand why would you do&say all those things to me.

You've said & done things that you can't undo.
I don't think you'll ever apologize,
but anyways I forgive you.
If anyone accuses or asks you if this is true, I know you'll just deny.

Early on, you set me on the track
of severe depression for a lifetime.
I'm ready for your next attack.
I'm sure that I'll be just fine.

I blame you for fucking me up,
but I thank you for that too cuz
it has made me stronger.
I'm not gonna put up with your shit anymore.

Do you see
what you've done?
You disgust me.
What would your mom think of her son?

Anymore, I wont ket tgus swallow me.
I've kept quiet for way too long.
You scarred me for like. repeatedly.
But hey this all made me strong.