Nobody said it was gonna be easy,
But they didn’t say how hard it was gonna be either.
This isn’t how it’s supposed to be.
It’s only gonna get harder.

People will push you around when they know you’re too nice.
They’ll see you as weak, not strong.
Freedom has a price.
Anywhere, you don’t ever feel like you belong.

Birthday cakes
Wont always make the birthday person happy.
These horrible mistakes
Cant be erased.

How come when I give my all,
It isn’t ever good enough?
It feels like nothing I do or say will be good enough for anyone.
It’s like……I’m not good enough.

I fear letting people down.
I don’t wanna disappoint anyone.
I’m very well known
For being really nice, friendly, and funny.

I don’t ever wanna be mean to anyone,
But sometimes I just have to cuz
We both know they kinda deserve it anyways.
I’m extremely nice, but I sometimes have my bitch moments.

I’m one of the nicest people someone could ever meet,
But does that really matter?
When I do nice things, nobody really cares.
It’s the moment when I’m bitchy; that’s when someone does care.

And then they think that
I’m a cold hearted bitch.
Fuck that!
Fuck that judging bitch!!

Everyone wants to know
That they’re not alone.
They want&need someone who will understand them.
If they let me, I’ll be that someone.

I’ve been through a lot in my life.
A lot of good&bad here and there.
It’s kinda sad when you can remember the things you survived
More than the things you enjoyed.

You see me laughing&smiling.
A lot of the time, I’m just faking it.
Sometimes ya gotta laugh to keep from crying.
I don’t wanna breakdown.

I don’t wanna show how
I’ve really been feeling lately.
What’s wrong,
You rarely ask me.

Maybe I’m a real pro
At this.
Nobody needs/has to know.
Hmm…yeah.